Morals don't travel

Schools almost over now...and i cant help feeling sad.
believe me, im not going to miss those stupid gr.10's crowding up the hallways,
the stupid jocks, the lame randoms....im going to miss the atmosphere. im going to miss bieng aroundpositive people...who think im an okay person.
when the summer starts, im off to ontario again...and like usual, my morals will stay here. im going to miss the kind of people that ive come a customed to being around. sweet people, kind people, strong people....and sober people.
and somehow i cant help feeling an emptyness. it seems more and more every day now i feel a craving to be loved. to be apreciated, and even worshipped.
im afraid that i will go back to the one person that i ever really loved...the one person who could do the most damage to my heart.
im no psycic. i dont know how this summer will go... but hopefully i will be able to stay strong...
and stand up tall on trembling knees.
im scared.