Glimpse into the mind of a Gemini

I’ll give you kisses if you want them,
Money if you ask, you dont even have to ask,
I’ll give you a glimpse into the mind of a Gemini,
An independent addict,
One Free Spirited Slave, to a Society,
Where humans relate ruins,
And ruin relationships,

I’ll share with you my secrets,
My regrets,
My should have’s, and would have’s,
My didnt’s.
Wallpaper tares under the clock on the wall,
Its’ hands criss-crossing, and cross-crissing,
I’ll wait if you need me to.
If you would you need me to.
I’ll stop.
I’ll sit in silence,
I’ll count the ways in witch im amazed,
By you.

The sun inches towards me now.
I’ll pack up my suitcases,
And carry them around with me for the day,
Hidden, as always.

I’ll show you how ive changed.
And how youve changed me.
I’ll share my fears, my confusions, my Disbeliefs,
Love, love, love.

And while your hearing this,
I hope you understand.
Because to me these are just words.Pale, dull, breakable words.
We’re taught that,
We are free to say whatever we want…within reason.

Its sobering.
As Wednesday inches closer,
I’ll tell you of the resolutions for tomorrow :
No drugs, go to class, find something to care about.
Something. Anything.
To keep me sweet, and simple.
Promise myself i’ll do it tomorrow…

Succees, when i achieve all 3.